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On 06/02/2012 11:20 PM, Steven Boswell II wrote:
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<div><span>Argh...one more dumb oversight in my change.</span></div>
<div><span>Enclosed is ANOTHER version of the patch.</span></div>
<div><span>I wish I had the luxury of working on my hobbies when
I was awake and energetic. ;-)</span></div>
I guess that is a luxury i have ;-).. i don't/can't work anymore
since i lost my mind. I have something they call schizoaffective
disorder, which is the 'best of both worlds': I'm schizophrenic and
i'm bipolar.. But physically i'm fine, i just can't keep a job
because, for example, paranoia in my last full time job caused me to
stop showing up to work because i was convinced the boss was going
to hang me (Yes, i thought i would die.. The funny thing is, if i
think about it, he had nothing negative to say about me). It had
someting to do with the fact that he was the C.E.O. i reported to,
and 'executive' sounded in my disturbed mine like 'executioner'.
Oh, I'm full of stories, but this is the wrong place for them..<br>
Suffice it to say, I now have plenty of time for hobbies like this.
I can't afford rent or anything, but i get about $2,000/month from
the government plus medical insurance to sit around and do
p.s. Working on mono has been good for me, i haven't had a
hallucination in at least 2 weeks, which my therapist was really
impressed with (she was the one who pointed it out, because i always
e-mail her when i experience something odd). Goes to show the
reason i went from just a mild mood disorder when i was working to
full blown schizophrenia was that i wasn't keeping busy enough.
Keeping busy here is good for me.<br>